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Can't you see the scars The internal and external Can't you see how she hides her wrist She tried to get rid of pain with more pain So why do you still taunt her She has been through enough already Shouldn't you treat her better than others She needs to be nurtured Not tortured

My parents bought a little two-bedroom house when they first got married. It was run down, falling apart, but most importantly: cheap. Two years later, my mother fell pregnant with me. She immediately abandoned her job for some plaster and paint and set about decorating the untouched spare room. She splashed pastel yellow across the walls, replaced the dingy carpet and kitted out the room with furniture. Sixteen years after my birth, and the yellow paint is flaking off the walls revealing the kiwi green beneath. I can peel back the corners of the carpet to reveal the worn underlay and half rotten floorboards. I can examine the fringe of my

The rain soaked through his thin socks and he left faint footprints along the cracked concrete as he stumbled past the blinking neon signs of 24 hour corner shops, the puddles of water reflecting their garish hue across his face. Cold night air clung to his damp t-shirt, moulding it to his arms and back. But he didn't feel the chill. He didn't feel anymore. His mind was too preoccupied with emptiness. Overhead, the sky was a crazy blend of purple-grey mud, effectively blocking the moons attempts to shine through. The streets were deserted, except for him and a scrawny dog. Though the dog wasn't much in the way of company anyway, expectantly b

She tries to catch his eye He walks right on by She stares at him consistently His gaze makes her so weak His head turns her way She quickly looks away His eyes lock on hers She shakes she has no nerve When he's around her she's just another girl When she's around him her stomach completely twirls He has no idea what he does to her Around him she's crazy for sure She stares and smiles, gets lost in his eyes He simply waves he's not too wise She drops every single hint in the world He's so oblivious to this lovesick crazy girl Open your eyes boy she's nuts about you Open your eyes boy you're all she wants Open your eyes boy y

I feel trapped I feel lost The world around me captures me This town....it suffocates me The walls of this place cave the longer I stay And the harder it is to breathe I need to escape and fast Or I will forever be crushed under the restraints of this place I can feel myself dying My heart as it's crying My body weakens with every tear that escapes my eye My face cringes at every shatter of the heart that is heard Over and over again I'm an outcast to this place I don't belong here I gravitate towards the other misfits, oddballs, the weirdos I love them, all off them They piece back together the shattered heart But two have

Tears of blood Stream down my face. I try to hide them But they spread Like a plague. The pain is showing All over my body. The redness of blood, Like a poisoned apple, Has stained my skin. My nails are caked With the forgotten tears Of those from the past When I still cried These tears of blood. The red sinks into my hair, Dying it the color of death. I cannot escape it. It is always there Like a drunken tattoo. Make these stop I'm drowning in blood The red sea is up to my chin If I let out a scream, I will drown and cease to exist. Maybe that's the best.

The wind blows a cold breeze to me lost and cold But there you are, standing there waiting I was looking lost, it was cold outside. The whiskey rocks how you caught my eye. I step forward, smiling beaming, loving I was happy once again. My red lips painted, dressed up in black. I needed something to bring me back. But there was something wrong Something different You couldn't hide it You knew the play and we danced all night. But something wasn't right. You took me in your arms held me tight warmth filled up inside me You said you love me You don't call and you won't admit. The lies you spin for your power trip. We both laugh

I kiss you softly, Savoring your taste. I scrape my teeth Down your neck, But you don't even moan. I brush your hair away And kiss you on the forehead Before pulling you close to me. You don't respond. You don't even blink. You just sit there as I caress you, I want more, I would love more. But you don't give back, You can't give back. Because there's a hole In your chest Where your heart Has been ripped out. You are dead And I'm left loving Your cold corpse.

And I take a deep breath into reality I glance at you and fall to my knees Oh will you please be with me You're my obsession My undeniable addiction I can never sleep at night Because you strut across my mind Your lustful whisper makes me high This sensation I dare not deny Will you hold me oh so tight? Will you make this feel alright? Will you please be mine tonight?

You're up it's your very first kiss And you're thinking just how perfect it is You walk down the hall hand in hand Thinking about your future plans But then three months later When you face is coated with tears You fought and he has walked out You know that he's no longer here And you try so hard just to get hurt You fight so long just to get burnt The feeling, the rush Just to get pushed and shoved I guess that's why they call it a crush You've found someone much better And he's everything you hoped he would be When your gone he writes a letter Saying baby it is just you and me But then he leaves for some girl And it's once